I’m absolutely in love with the concept of love, I love seeing others in love, I love seeing others happy with each other… as for myself. I’m a little love sick. Love sick in a negative sense.
I’m turning into one of those sour girls that doesn’t want to hear about it .. Don’t talk to me about it, I don’t really care, thanks. I love relationships .. how I feel about myself being in one? After my last relationship, I’m not sure. I’m still healing. Getting over it slowly, but in the process, I feel I’m turning my back to it in a lot of ways .. love songs, no thanks. Go on a date with you? no thanks. Sex with someone who I’m not in a relationship with? no thanks. I’m not negative necessarily .. I’m just not in the least bit interested.
All in time I suppose. For now, I shall be this lonely sour young 21 year old. Sad, but such is life.